Socialising and Economising Desire

I don't just want a second chance but as many chances as it takes. I want education and vocation suited to all my diverse capacities and passions and a government service that can facilitate that. I want an IRL social circle that's awake and willing to be friendly and creative, when I am - and an app or something to help with that.I want gainful telecommuting to be a reality for everyoneI want my local area entertainment to be open all hours like grown up cities. I want a modicum of safety on the streets but mostly just the aura of that will be good enough. state government and media should create that aura and I want to feel beautiful again without necessarily dying my hair which the last time at Sydney Fringe Festival 10 years ago brought a bunch of wows on my then Facebook. I was personally disappointed but hey the lake houses the ripples